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| Bonjour, bonjour! It's time for my occassional update: 1) Chaney is selibate(sp?) but still seeing a new college guy every night. (im having to type really carefully on this stiff keyboard. al and coley are asleep in this house where nothing stirs. not even a mouse.) 2) I'm finding new friends everyday. I'm being more outgoing and fliry lol. A good party is hard to find these days. 3) I'm helping (or at least trying) people again. It feels good. Al thinks it's a bad idea but I know what its like to need help and be lost not knowing what to do. You can make bad choices. I am the Unbiased Decision, please listen to what I have to say. 4) | | |
| Well since the last time we updated: 1) Me and Chaney broke up on the 28th 2) Me and Girl had a fling that started on the 28th (night, post-chaney, chillax) and lasted a while, ended, now might be back going. 3) Me and Emily just started flirting the other day and hung out tonight, it was awesome. 4) Little Alex left 2 days ago, it was really sad. The gang might drift back away since he's left. 5) Me and Chaney had a few days where we fell for each other again, but now we're dead. Very dead. It still hurts me a little though. 6) I lost my iTouch. I've gotta get my Nano and good black jeans back from Chaney at all costs. 7) Chaney's dating Mikey and some Taylar guy who is having a kid sometime soon. umm fuck her. Btw I'm watching the Avatar right now and its so freaking sad. Aang just found out that Katara doesn't think of him in a romantic way but in a little brother way and thinks her and Zouko have something going on. I got my bike fixed alot too. It's pretty good. Till next time, Lucy | | |
| Hey guys. I'm about to leave for Florida to go see grandpa in a few minutes. a) a couple of days ago me and Chaney reconciled but I refused to go back out with her. so she's still seeing 6 other guys and trying to rub it in. I just assume she's gone and I guess thats fine with me. I love her but I cant always be there for her. b) me and Al got a job at the Coke plant painting fences. I worked 2 days for 6 hours a day in the blazing sun and got $110 ^^ c) last night i was going to see Girl but she got picked up by the police for being out past curfew. Her mom just started trusting her, she's really upset. I'm sorry Girl. d) I think Destiny is trying to play matchmaker with me and Angel lol. But yeah, she told me to call her and come to her thing on Friday (but I can't. FL.). I do and we just end up talking for an hour lol. Hey who knows. e) im cheery and melancholy :[:]: Well that was just a quick update. Till next time, Lucy | | |
| Hey guys. On June 28th, I broke up with Chaney. She tried to say if I didn't hang out with her on the 28th, she'd break up with me but it was Corey's birthday and he wanted to take some of his close friends to paintball and hang with us all day. So I just told her I was sorry but this only happened once a year. So we broke it off. I was kind of mopey all day. Then when I went to take her her stuff, she was all giddy and jumpy and was telling me how awesome her day was and stuff. She wouldn't tell me who she hung out with but it's Jarrod Gee. She has like 3 or 4 guys right now as her boy-toys but I couldn't care less. I don't really care because I had this connection with this girl at Corey's party (btw his band kicked ass) and we've been hanging out alot since. We've had some more than friend things but we're mostly just friends that hang out alot and what-not. I enjoy her company, but I do miss Chaney sometimes. But then she tries to rub in about the guys, or "tasties" if i may, and I just lose interest. Owell, it's been nice having time to myself. I just wonder how long these guys are going to last against her manipulation, mood swings, and smothering. Also I've been spending lots of time with the guys lately too and its been great. But last night I ditched them for Girl and they got kinda pissed. It's just she was having problems at home and by the end of the night we saved a baby kitten from a fence on the highway. We named the little scamp Eli. I think I might go see Little Alex and the gang now, its such a pretty day on the verge of leaking rain. Till next time, Lucy | | |
| Hey guys. Lifes changed in one or two ways. Me and Chaney started dating on February 28th, we've broken up 11 times. She's cheated on me countless times. The most recent time I broke up with her for good. I walked home in the rain and stuff. I had no plans of return. For 3 days I was free at school and that was the happiest I had been in a long time. I had all my friends back there for me; Angel and me were talking, had some chemistry; for the first time in awhile, i had nothing to do, free time. But Chaney was threatening to either kill herself or move to Texas with her aunts. So she kinda guilted me into going back out with her. Now I'm glad I did, but at the time it was awful. I was terribly persocuted when I got back to school. I lost Destiny and Angel as friends. Chaney went back to taking my time. We fight almost daily still. More than once have I thought of breaking up with her again. I honestly didn't want to come into the summer with a relationship. I just wanted to be with my friends 24/7 but once again she's consumed my life. I just wish she had friends for her to hang out with. Our relationship would be so much better if we didnt spend every minute together, it gets stale. I love her though. It's just whenever I want to spend time with someone other than her, she tries to guilt me and gets angry at me. She's trying to make me into her, to where I have no one else BUT her. And it's almost working. I pretty much only have Al left. Luckily he doesn't need much attention. She's just smothering me. Always has. She's amazing, makes me laugh and everything. Just she uses me to vent on. She gets annoyed with me bc I'm all thats there. I need her, but I also need friends. It's impossible. blah, I'm just repeating myself at this point. Anyways, Little Alex came back yesterday! It was amazing! He'll be back for 3 weeks but right now he's at the lake with X when we were supposed to go to the Y with Kollin, Corey, Seth M, and maybe Raynor. Corey's birthday is on Friday which is cool but I hope Al's conjoined party with Morgan isn't on the same day =_=;; I went camping and to Six Flags with Chaney this other day and after hours of freaking out and fighting I finally rode the Riddler Ride then Batman and Superman twice after I got stuck in it. It was amazing. I might have just gotten over the majority of my fear ^^ Till next time, Lucy | | |
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